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Hi Susan!
This is a copy of an e-mail I sent to my son,
another premie, who found your site. Please read
on, for there are some things we may not have
realised are happening.
Dear Denis,
Thanks for the ex-premie site.
What was my reaction? I believe it!
Realities are closing in, and all realities and
probabilities are now being exposed to all. Try to
search the word 'Bearden' and you will see that his
scientific work shows that the opposite polarity of
any action shoots off to take manifestation as the
opposite action, and is a true reality, though not
normally in our known present reality. He explains
also that the culmination of all this manifestation
is their coming together at some point soon ... in
his work, his main point is that there is free
energy available through this 'shooting off' and
the inefficiency of our electrical gadgets and
fossil fuels.
All this separation of realities has changed, so
all realities are slowly coming in - I told you on
the phone of the Reagan (death announced on CNN)
mix-up that many have noticed. What I am hoping is
that it will be slow, though it must speed up at
the culmination.
As you may have known, I no longer attend
meetings. I do receive the e-mail extracts from
Maharaji’s speeches a couple of times a week,
that anyone can receive by finding their Elan Vital
(search for it) corresponding area-information, and
I want to read them. I was getting the newest
videos each month by special post. I’d still
like them, but there was a mix-up when my
credit-card changed, and the videos are not yet
arranged for me.
Now, one of the things I resented most about
this invasion of my life by my other 'aspects', is
the fact that at meetings they would get in even to
Knowledge reviews - control of matter is theirs,
and there were too many incidents that showed me I
had no right to impose them on premies really
trying to concentrate, and they would follow me
everywhere, clap while Maharaji spoke, transmit
another language audibly through their head-sets so
others could not hear Maharaji - stand on my toes -
you name it.
So, in a very manifested way, I have been forced
to retreat from all the belief-systems I used to
hold, and I assure you it was not pleasant, but now
I can see the point of all this invasion.
Denis, it’s our belief-systems that will
cause us to bring into force the things we
don’t want - and that once were not real, but
now are.
When I got Knowledge, I realised the only thing
I knew how to do was breathe. Since then I have
been dissolving belief-systems, but still have a
lot more to go. Still, I know that the only thing I
do know is how to breathe. That clarity of just
breathing is what Maharaji allowed me to know.
There is one video where He states that there
will come a time when it will feel that we have
crash-landed in the Amazonas, with nothing but what
we ARE, and instead of reaching for food, we will
be the food if .... In another video He states that
we try to balance neither too much to the left nor
to the right, then along comes the Master and gives
us the 'densest rock' - it does not balance. It is
the centre.
Do you realise that the Maharaji I know may
never have heard of any of this ex-premie stuff?
The problem is the confusion of realities that will
indeed overlay each other, just as the earth is now
overlaid with many systems of belief that make up
our grid or aura of the earth. At some point those
will all come together and then we shall spring out
again to create ... what? It depends on our
standard of belief-system, and the only ones that
will not create anything, and therefore be freed
from this abattoir of a universe itself, are the
ones that allow it all to come together, to notice
it all, and thus dissolve it.
Face it - dark upholds light, and when we allow
that both merge, they go off in a puff of smoke.
This universe works through anti-matter sustaining
matter. Put them together and there is a void
...
When the 'rush' of it all comes in, the only
place we will not fight it is in the centre, and it
will all pass through us, giving us its Knowledge
of all times as we go Down the Ages back to our
Source and breach the womb of this universe.
It’s all coming together as a single
Nut-state. Those who have belief-systems will
struggle against the Dark and create another earth
... remember that it is our desire to feel that
causes the feelers to grow and exist, and then
causes to come into existence the object that we
can feel .... Are you with me?
Denis - go to (The river of crazy
wisdom) - it is an astounding site - go to
Sabe’s Realm first and read all you can find
there, especially 'The Coming Birth and Mass
Ascension' and then 'Cores, Faces and Aspects'.
Knowing that all realities would close in, you
can see how Maharaji always stayed out of trying to
describe reality or Knowledge itself. They are now
overlapping, and all kinds of issues are coming up,
but believe me, if we have not done and been
absolutely everything of dark and light up to these
times, we will struggle and create physicality
again instead of going to Freedom.
(I’m still ranting against the fact that
some poor 'Me' had to live out all the dark that I
refused, yet that had to exist or I could never
have lived the light-side. But we came into this
library to 'read all the books' and soon all the
books of reality will really merge so we can see
what we came for in the first place. I will not
refuse the Me that was the murderess, that was the
child-abuser, that tortured others to appease the
Gods or just for plain fun.)
Though I hate to say it, the Wisdom starts in
the dark of Satan, but should not be searched for,
for it is a 'given' and the 'required to prove' is
always the struggle to light, to Luzbel. They are
the opposites of One Being, and neither can hold
manifestation in existence without the other.
So I say 'Yes, take Jagdeo to court and make him
face the music!' He should never have allowed that
dark reality to be brought into presence when he
had the gift of Knowledge of the breath. And in
what reality will the court-case happen, if I now
do not concentrate on that dark episode? This is
not an allowance on my part, for we all know there
are definitely dark doings in our present reality.
Struggle against the Dark merely reinforces it ...
so we do what we think is correct, and my correct
is breath, which must undo my steps or push me
forward - whatever I need, to understand.
Don’t forget http://www.riosabeloco.com/ -
Sabe’s Realm especially. All this Knowledge is
already in our cells.
Thanks again,
Love
Mum
p.s. If you want to read the simple extracts of
Maharaji’s speeches that I get, mail to
infoEV@cantv.net in Spanish, and stipulate that
you’d like to receive the ongoing English
extracts. He still lights up my life, though I have
been through a few 'suspensions' as far as
absorbing all His words - I finally see what He
means, for me. He’s a friend, and not a God,
but if He had not presented himself in my reality
as a God-figure, I would not have been able to
leave Catholicism ... I had a bit of difficulty
with the fact that He was married, and so young -
kind of like wanting God to have a beard, and then
settling for just a moustache!!!! Huh! This really
is a River of Crazy Wisdom!
As for the Breath - just grab it and run with
it!
...
End of e-mail.
I'm going to add something here, for there is no
way we will accept justification of a reality where
our children have been abused, if we are
parents.
I have found that forgiveness is not where it's
at, for there is no forgiveness in a 'levelling'
sense. The only way to live with treason is to know
that somewhere, we have done the same. We can only
look to ourselves as parents and discover why we
allowed the reality to manifest, or why that child
chose to allow us to see what we once were
manifesting while we thought we were really
connected to that which rearranges all atoms around
us so we can continue in light. The rearrangement
allows all that we sustain in belief to manifest,
especially if we are really concentrating on its
opposite.
This next part is even more difficult to
swallow, but we have entered a universe that is in
fact a slaughter-house where we must kill even to
eat, and we should wake up to that fact first, for
it seems that a soul in this universe will not
sustain existence unless trauma awakens it. We must
push against something in order even to walk, and
the total picture brings so many tears that we can
only turn to loving ourselves so much, just for the
fact that we are truly trying to see why we came
here.
The very beings that we most cherish, our
children, our manifestations of part of our own
beings that we wanted to study, become too many,
and war through overcrowding always looms as the
inevitable result. That is the ongoing story we
live till we can see it.
I know now that I have not come to judge this
universe, but to know it, and each of us is a true
universe. In Margarita, Maharaji explained that
there are some that will leave this world. I know
that it depends only on me, if I can do that.
There is no saviour, but from something we must
draw our substance, and I thank Maharaji for
allowing me to gaze on his electronic blueprints as
I concentrated on him, for the camera imprints its
own image into the same wall it is
photographing.
Ascension is a word that means more strife to
me, for he who does not live out the physcical
state can never know it in truth, and will be
pushed down into it, eventually, as realitites
again merge. On any plane in this universe there
will be the dark beings, and the light beings, for
there is no other way to manifest 'being' in a
Source-universe. Source means food. I do not wish
to be a being of either category on any
density.
My thanks to those who wrote of the
Jagdeo-abuses, for they have done a beautiful work
by exposing that realities are merging, yet they
have always been entering since I received
Knowledge, and even before that, the only
difference being that now, I notice.
A few weeks ago, a premie phoned to tell me
Maharaji had read from a script at one meeting.
That is something he never does to my knowledge,
and has stated that fact. I immediately countered
with 'It seems you have touched a reality where
Maharaji is now cloned.'
Detachment has no meaning unless we have lived
out total attachment. I could not be detached from
family. I had to be forcibly rejected by all I was
attached to, till I understood that Detachment was
the one promise that was given to me in
Knowledge.
Patricia.
I hope this helps.
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